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30th April 2006

1:19am: ok...im soo fucked right now i cant think straight...i tried something i swore i would neve3r do anfd the thing thst sacres me is i kinda LIKE JOW IT MAKES ME feel...it lasts alot longer than alcohol. i dont even know what im doing right now. im surprised im even typing as well as i am and i really want sex right now but im too fucked up and the person i want it from looks really concetrated on a game he is playing. anyway im gonna go befire i really scared someone or my self. bye bye

3rd March 2006

1:14pm: Slowly going insane...
OK...a real up date this time maybe? Work is going good, it's a bit tiring but I guess that comes along with any job. I like working at the casino and all but since I've had my interviews with Beaver Medical (the job that will finally get me into the career I went to school for) I'm finding myself becoming a little impatient with my current job. I'm very excited about the job at Beaver...it's everything I want right now...and if for some reason I don't get it I think I will find it very difficult to get up and face the casino everyday.

OK onto a little more interesting subject...the one thing that has kept me away from live journal and such...BOYS! I know I haven't explained any of this but somewhere back in December Josh introduced me and Star to e few new people. We had nothing to do so we were just going to go over to Rudy's (a friend of Josh's we had never met before) drink a little and just hang out. Little did we know our daily schedule as we knew it would change forever. Me and Star walk in...I see Rudy and think to myself "OK he's cute" eventually we got to drinking and Rudy's started teaching me a few things on his bass. From that point he had me hooked...things happened that night that I did not expect at all. Almost 3 months later and were still doing stuff. Were not together...we're more like friends with a whole lot of benefits. Now that that's explained I can go onto what is driving me straight to the loony bin.

The reason for my insanity
Rudy and his bright ideas, decided to give up sex and anything that goes along with it...no kissing, touching, etc. in a sexual way, for Lent. Yep 40 days and 40 nights with no sex. I thought HE would never make it...were on day 3 and I am going crazy. I didn't think it would be this difficult for me...yeah it's fun teasing him and making him squirm trying to control himself...but this thing is really getting to me. I find it difficult to think about anything else, I want to pull my hair out, and it's affecting my work habits. YES it's that bad. I can't take it any more and I still have 37 days to go. I know if I really try I can break him cause his will power...not so good, but if I do break him I'll feel bad for making him fail at something he really want to do.

So to anyone who knows me outside of live journal: If I snap at you for no reason or seem a little edgy don't take it personally. Hey I think I might actually write in here a lot more during the 40 days it helps a little to talk about it. I'll keep you all posted on my slowly deteriorating mental health. Until next time!
Current Mood: horny

20th January 2006

6:06pm: A Question for Evanescence fans!
So yeah it's been a looong time since I've been on here. I'm never home, never on the computer. In the last month I've slept in my own one time. I don't even know what's been going on cause my life is so hectic now...I could explain more but I'm on my way to a concert. The basics...got a new job, met a guy, all that fun stuff. Just wanted to let everyone know that I am alive...When I have more time I will go into detail.

Ok the question: Did Amy and Shaun breakup? I've heard rumors but don't know for sure. So anyone who knows the answer? Please?
Current Mood: cranky

1st November 2005

8:56am: Oh I forgot!
I got my tattoo...like three weeks ago (told you it's been awhile since my last update) Anyway I don't know if any of you even knew I was getting one. But it's a Tiger that looks like its ready to fight with a dragon behind it. It's probably 10 or 11 inches tall on my sides...it goes from my hip up to my ribs. The outline cost me 80 and took 4 hours and I got back on the 7th to get it colored which will cost another 80...160's not bad for the size, detail, and amount of time. Anyway just thought I'd share that.
Current Mood: excited
8:42am: Update? what's that?
Yeah so I haven't been on here in a looooooong time. Probably because I never really have anything to write about due to my uneventful life. Well, work is work...I hate having to get up at 3AM but as the day goes on im grateful for a shift that requires no customer service. Work takes up the majority of my time. I've been here at Melody's quite a bit lately since her mom's been out of town. We've watched movies and done whatever comes to mind. Enough of my boring life...Halloween. Usually all our friends get together and have a party or something. This year was boring...it didn't even feel like Haloween. I dressed up as a slutty school girl in bondage, Melody was a pirate ninja (great combination), and Star was the crow. We went over to a co-workers house to show her...she was the whole reason we even dressed up. Then Josh came over and dressed as a drag queen...it was frightening. So that's that. Nothing great.
Current Mood: sleepy

16th September 2005

11:34pm: Oi
It's been FOREVER since I've updated. I've been wanting to but I get so frustrated with this computer that I just don't usually want to deal with it. My mom got here this tuesday...and I have the whole week off that she's here. My next check wont be great but I've saved most of my last check so it should be fine.

Let's see what have I been up to? Not a whole lot...working. Last night me, my sister, my aunt, and my mom all went out to the casino hung out at one of the bars in there, drank for a little while, walked around and put $20 in a machine and tripled it which is always fun...cashed out because I figured quit while I'm ahead.

Tomorrow is my aunt's baby shower. I can finally give her ALL the clothes I've bought with every paycheck since I found out she was even pregnant...that kid will not need clothes until he is atleast a year old.

Oh AND I also found the next tattoo I want...it's a tiger that looks like it's ready to fight and a dragon behind it. It should take up almost my whole side...from my hip to my ribs. I can't wait!! I'll post the picture later. Well I should go...I'll try to update more often. When I get my laptop I'll be able to update all the time without wanting to throw the computer out the window, then go outside and rip every little piece out of it.
Current Mood: good
Current Music: none now

1st August 2005

11:51pm: Whoa...
It's been a really long time since I posted here. My mom and brother were visiting from last friday up until yesterday. We didn't do a whole lot besides go to Seaworld last Sunday, had a BBQ Friday.


Yesterday I went and did something I've wanted to do for a looong time but never thought I would end up doing it...here's a pic:
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Yep got my eyebrow peirced...I didn't even have it 24 hours and I lost the ball to it...I was cleaning it this morning before work and it fell out and went down the drain. I went back down there after work and the girl that did it replaced the ball and made sure it wasn't coming out this time. Well, let me know if the pic doesn't work cause this is the first time I've ever posted one...weird huh? Anyway...that's about it around here
Current Mood: crazy

5th July 2005

6:12pm: AX
Well the weekend is over and it's back to work. It was nice getting away like that for awhile, some what. The motel was nice, Ax was alright...there were some interesting things to see, after a day or so of seeing the same thing over and over again it started to get a little tiring. If you don't have a plan to do something every hour of everyday then it starts getting a little frustrating..and of course we had no plan. But then again we can't plan anything to our liking when no one in the group likes the same things. Oh and some of us did manage to go from the 'friends' status to "not very good friends" in a matter of seconds. A good $80 well spent? I'd say it was only half worth it. At an effort to try to be optimistic about it we did see a few nicely designed cosplays, got some good pictures, got away from home and work for the weekend, bought a couple inexpensive postcards, a picture of Angelina Jolie, and an Evanescence sticker. Ok that's all I've got...it hard pretending to be in a mood you're not.
Current Mood: pessimistic

12th June 2005

3:03pm: BLAH
Ok quick update. I just found TWO baby spiders in my hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O Now I'm all wigged out and itchy all over. I think they came from when I went into a friends back yard to check on their dog. Anyway, just got off work not to long ago...today was stressful cause the district manager was coming in and the store and stock room had to me spotless. OH YEAH...and while me and Melody were in the stock room with hundreds of boxes above our heads and there were TWO earthquakes! it was only a 5.6 so nothing crushed us. We got off at 2 and have to go back from 8:30-10:30 for a meeting. OK I'm done here see ya!
Current Mood: exhausted

1st June 2005

8:35pm: wow it's been forever...
I know I don't write much anymore but I really hate using my computer to do anything cause it sucks so I get on my Melody's computer as often as I can which isn't very often with all the computer junkies in this house, heh. You know it's true Melody...mostly your mom and your brother with his game. Anyways I'm also busy working too so that takes away from livejournal time too. Speaking of work OMFG Memorial Day Weekend was sooooooo crazy I was having many homicidal thoughts about customers. All these people think we had special sales for Memorial day when in reality they're the sales we have everyday!
Me and Melody made bracletes to wear to the Cherry Festival Tomorrow...which I've missed the last two years because I was in Oklahoma visiting and whatnot. It's really nothing big but if you've lived in Beamont your whole life then it's sort of a tradition to go every year and also watch the Cherry Festival parade on Saturday at 9 in the morning but I will be working that day.
Anyway I will stop boring you now...until next time!
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Family Guy

1st May 2005

10:43am: well, im back again...
First off here's this:

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What have I been up to lately? Nothing but work. Shipment (4am-1pm) is wearing me out...replenishment which is usually 7-4 is kinda nice though. Not having to deal with customers is great. Umm Still need to figure out this whole cosmetology school thing. Me, Melody, and Anji went to go see The hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy last night...I reallly reallllly did NOT want to see it but melody made me and she told one of our managers that I wouldn't go with her and she told me I had to go heh. Ok so it wasn't that bad...Marvin the depressed robot (voice played by Alan Rickman) was soooooooooo cute I LOVED him. Anyways then we got home and decided to go to Del Taco...bad idea...we sat in that drive way for ATLEAST a half an hour (at midnight) because they have some stupid idiot that whispers into the damn speaker then when you get up there he apparently doesn't belive in giving you back your change. And were sitting there watching him try to get out food in the bags and he kept putting a cup of fries into the bag then taking it out and putting it in a paper bag then taking it back out and putting it in a cup over and over again. finally a half hour later we are on our way out the drive way I have never wanted to shoot someone so bad in my life.

Last night before the movie we went and picked up one of our friends dogs cause it got attacked by another dog. We brought it here and shaved around all the wound and cleaned it up. Yesterday the dog looked horrible it wouldn't eat, drink, or move. Today it's starting to walk around, it ate two bowls of food and is drink so we did good. I think she'll be happy to know her puppy will live. So I guess that's it for now...I must go take a shower and go see about a mother's day gift for my mum. Bye for now.
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Meagan McCauley-recommended by insomnia zombie

26th April 2005

11:46pm: I'm still here
I just really hate getting on my computer because it pisses me off. It's seems to be doing ok for now...I was going to update tonight but it took me so long to catch up on all the reading from you guys that it made me tired...I've been up since 3:00 this morning because of work and it is now going on midnight...that's almost 24 hours. I have to get on here in the morning to check something out about a school so maybe I'll have the energy to update then.
Current Mood: exhausted

10th April 2005

10:54am: SLIPKNOT
Friday night was soooooo fun! I'll start from the beginning...we left Beaumont around 3:30 and headed to San Diego. We thought we'd get there a little early so we had time to find parking and all. We didn't get there 'til 6:30. Three hours! That was with traffic and getting a little turned around. We finally made it, parking was actually pretty easy and when we got up to the gates there was no line so it didn't really matter that we we're a little late. The show didn't start 'til 7. We got in there and found our seats...and from the picture of the seating chart we thought it would be a terrible view but it was actually a lot closer than we expected. Shadows Fall came out first...they were pretty good I've heard like one or two of their songs before. The drummer was hot and the singers hair was crazy...he had dreads down passed his knees. Then Lamb of God came out...they were also pretty good. This time the singer and drummer were pretty hot. While Lamb of God was playing me and Star noticed what the guy sitting next to us was doing. He was probably 19 and was with a few of his friends...he was snorting coke right there O_O I guess it's to be expected but damn. Slipknot finally came and of course things got a little crazier. They were fucking awesome...the drummer did a solo he was sitting on this round stage thing that was in the middle of the stage and he had drums all around him you couldn't even see him, it was a big drum set. The stage raised up and was spinning then it lean all the way forward so the drummer was looking at the ground and playing then it turned around and he was on his back playing. They were really really good though...I loved it! I guess that day was one of the members birthdays so the singer had us do kind of a tribute thing to him that involved getting down on the ground and almost bowing to him then jumping up when the music started. Anyways, we finally headed home a little after 11 and when we got into town we went to denny's cause we were starving and that was the only place open at 1:30. I think I finally ended up getting home around 2:30. I think that pretty much sums up the night...can't wait to do it again!
Current Mood: excited

5th April 2005

5:54pm: blahblahaldshfoliwafn
Ok got another chance to update. There's not much to update about...just been working and trying to stay alive. This shipment thing is gonna kill me...but then again tomorrow and thurs I have to do sales and I've come to appreciate shipment because you don't have to deal with stupid people that ask stupid questions and wont sign up for a gap card to help you out. Fucking gap cards. Anyway I know it didn't sound like it but I'm actually in a pretty good mood right now...I don't know why cause I'm bored as fuck. GOD I CAN'T WAIT TIL FRIDAY!! Finally get to see Slipknot! Fuck I knew I was forgetting something when I left the house...I need to check the tickets to see where it is so I can get directions. I really gotta remember to do that. Ok this was a very pointless entry...at least you have the peace of mind that I am still alive, heh. (Bet you didn't even notice I was gone :P)
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: notta

28th March 2005

4:50pm: my god its been a long time
Ugh I've been busy working...mostly at 4am and its pretty tiring. I usually get off about 12:30-1:00 and I dont know where my day goes after that...it seems like Im never home but I don't remember really going any place beside melodys once in a while. I think this weekend was the most time I've spent at home since I started working. Went to Knott's Friday with melody, star, denise, and carry. That was so much fun...I went on a ride I would normally never go on but I figured I need to get over being such a wuss and just go. So me and star went on together and had a blast it was the best ride I've ever been on. I need to go back to and go on all the rides we didnt get a chance to go on. Ummmm on April 8th I will be going to see Slipknot!!!! I can't wait...it's coming up so quickly...that reminds me I have to get directions. Oh and I don't know if I've mentioned this or not but my aunt is pregnant and we just found out today that she's having another boy. Ok I think I'm done for now...I will try to get my computer running half decent so I can atleast get on to check/update journals and stuff. Bye!

20th March 2005

8:58pm: OK quick update...but so much to say
Well, Ive just been working lately and haven't been able to update much because my computer is getting worse. Well...For now let's just do a St. Patrick's day entry. Sooo...Star, Alexis, Denise and her boyfriend Carry, Andrea and her boyfriend Brandon all started drinking without us...me and melody got the around 11 cause i had to babysit. I drank some Midouri and apple shnapps but it was making me sick so me and melody went to the store to buy some Goldshlauger. Got back and I threw down 5 or 6 shots of that trying to catch up with everyone else. Well I didn't let any of those take effect before I kept drinking. I can't tell you much cause I don't remember anything but apparently I passed out on the couch and threw up everywhere while I was still passed out. Luckily Denise and Carry stayed the night cause they were the ones that ended up taking care of me. Melody got some videos and there are a few funny parts about the whole night...mostly with me, but I really gotta head home so I can get to bed soon. Anyways maybe I'll explain some of the funny thing later when I get a chance. Well until next time.
Current Mood: tired

26th February 2005

11:22am: ugh
For those of you who don't already know...I got a job working at the Gap. I need some money coming in until I find the right coding job or if I go to Cosmetology school. Well, I'm really excited about starting tomorrow but at the same time I'm kinda nervous, I hate being the noobie...I'll get over it thought right? So anyway I need to get one of those cheap $10 watches so I know what time it is while I work...I'll have to wear it on a belt loop or something, I can't wear it on my wrist cause it will make me break out. Enough about that...

Tonight is going to be really fun. Me and my sister are going out with her friends Stephanie and Jenny, they're really fun to hang out with. I think we might be going to one of the clubs in the casino. Ok other than that there's nothing new...so bye.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: "Save me"- Unwritten Law stuck in my head

20th February 2005

10:32pm: Guh
Just got back from Chile's...we were going to go to t.g.i.fridays but it was to busy. I had a pretty good drink it's called Calypso something it had rum, peach shnapps, and something else I can't remember the name of...it was kinda strong. I ended up drinking it before I ate so it kicked in quick. Actually I felt fine until I stood up and tried to carry Nathan. There's another drink there that I need to try next time it's a margarita it has white tequilla, midouri, a flavored rum, and another thing I can't remember the name of and it comes in a big ass mug...sounds like it would fuck me up. My sister ordered some cranberry thing that taste like shit so James drank it. Anyways I'm going now...too tired.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: nothing

18th February 2005

12:08pm: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Um had to spend the night here last night cause Jackie left early for arizona and someone had to be here with Scott until Melody got home from work. I guess Star and Angie are planning on coming over today for Melody's b-day and I think we're going to rent Saw...I wanted to see that in theaters but no one wanted to see it with me cause Oklahomans suck.

I can't remember everything that's happened since my last post but I remember the fun stuff. Me and Star went to go see hitch...it was really funny. Then Star came over on sunday to have dinner and watch the Grammys, then I think it was Monday after dropping Melody off at work we went to Burger King to see if Jenny was working cause we haven't talked to her in years and she was...she took her lunch break so she could talk to us. We caught up on a lot of stuff, then she went back to work so we went to Jenny's house to go visit Kristie...she looks soooooo cute pregnant. I can't wait to see the baby, she's having a little girl. Her baby shower is tomorrow and I think I might be going. Star wants to go but she has to work...she's tring to trade shifts with someone. Oh yeah that same day we saw Kristie we went and picked up Melody from work then picked up Jenny and went out to dinner. Then on Wednesday me, Star and Melody went to see Hitch cause Melody wanted to see it and me and Star wanted to see it again anyway...then we went to Carl's Jr. to eat then picked up Jenny so the four of us could go back to the movies to see Boogyman...It was really Lame I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. So yeah I think that pretty much catches me up on things now I must update LJ bye
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: notta

7th February 2005

12:21am: Fuuuck
That seemed to be mine, melody's, and star's favorite word tonight. Well heres how my birthday went:
-Went to james' parents to eat junk and watch the super bowl eventhough i dont like football
-Then I called melody and the three of us went out to dinner at ihop
-then we went to the store to buy stuff for medouri sour (not sure if that spelled right) meldoy lied to us though she said it's not strong and it wouldn't do anything to us but thats a big frickin lie...I ended up getting a bit dizzy and crap which kinda sucks cause i was the one driving...actually it's kinda hard to see straight to even type right now but whatever. I did almost take out the bush at the end of the driveway with the truck though...but in my defense it was because i was trying to pay attention to the car next to me so I wouldn't hit it... it sucks for meldoy and star cause they have to get up early to go to work in the morning and its almost 12:30 already. ok i have to go lay down i'll update again tomorrow.
Current Mood: dizzy

6th February 2005

2:44pm: 21 WOOHOO!!!!
Already got a necklace..it's soooo perdy. Got Slipknot tickets!! and will have another tattoo soon!! Ok gotta go.
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Something james is listening to

5th February 2005

1:47am: Bored...
This is a very pointless post...it's 1:30 in the morning and I'm not really tired. Didn't do much today James was gone with Nathan most of the day getting the stuff he'll need for his scuba diving class and Trisitin was at school so I pretty had the day to myself, it was kinda nice being alone for awhile and actually being able hear myself think. Tomorrow my sister and James are taking the kids to chuck e cheese and stuff so looks like I'll have most of the day tomorrow to do nothing...I could go with them but who wants to go eat crappy pizza and listen to 100 kids screaming? Atleast I'll get a chance to watch a movie we just got in the mail that I've been wanting to see since it was in the theater. Me and James just got done watching Harold and Kumar go to White Castle...I didn't think I would like it but it turned out to be really funny.

James also went to Best Buy tonight and bought a stereo to put in the living room so we'll have surround sound when we watch movies...it's not hooked up to the tv yet but it sounds great when playing music. OK typing this actually tired me out so I'm off to bed now.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: "Give it all"-Rise Against...in my head...great song btw

3rd February 2005

1:39pm: I have a feeling this is going to be a very long post
I've been getting really irritated lately by the fact that I have been here a month and haven't gotten close to finding a job. I've filled out applications and sent out resumes almost everyday and I haven't even gotten a call or letter or anything. I'm really starting to think that $10,000 for school was a big waste. It seems like no one wants to hire someone just out of school anymore they all want people with atleast 2-3 years experience. I've wasted almost a year out in Oklahoma going to school and I'm not going to get anything out of it...I'll spend a couple years paying on school that didn't do a damn thing for me. I am glad I went to Oklahoma I needed to get away from here and grow up a little and it was nice actually living with my mom for the first time in 5 years. But now what? That school was a big fucking waste of money. Ok on to the next subject...
My sister told me about a class that I can take it's only for one weekend and it cost $200 and I'll be doing what my sister does. She says I'll have an easier time finding a job doing that...and they start out at 12.50/hour. I also told Star about it and she thinks that we should both take the class because she wants to quit the gap and get a full time job so she could move out. I guess we'll see how that goes...the thing that pisses me off is that if I take this class and get a job that's great but that $10,000 goes down the drain. I just wish I knew what I really wanted to do in life...this definately isn't it, it's just the easy way out and I told myself I wouldn't do that but I kinda don't have a choice right now.
My mom might have a job now, that's great for her but guess what that means...my truck will have to wait. Now she says maybe towards the middle of this month, but for some reason I have a really strong feeling that it's going to be alot longer than that.
OK some GOOD news now...besides the bedliner for my truck my mom is going to get me slipknot tickets for my birthday YAY!! I can't wait. I think she might get James one for his birthday too if he's not working. My sister was going to get me the tickets but I had my mom do it instead because if I left it up to my sister I'd probably never get them so I told her she can buy my next tattoo for my birthday...that way if that never happens I can always get it myself. Only 4 more days until by birthday!! Ok this thing is getting longer by the second so I think I'll close up.
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: "Lies"- Evanescence

24th January 2005

11:37pm: Taken from Insomnia_zombie
I am very bored indeed and because it's been a little while since my last loooong post this is it and I'm not going to cut it...sorry
Are your lips chapped?: A little yes
Regular sized corn dogs or mini corn dogs?: Umm I'd say mini but I haven't eaten either in awhile and they don't sound to good
Have you ever been stung by a bee?: Yes once and I actually have a a little scare that looks like a bruise from it O_o
Do you bite on your pencil?: Nope
Do you clip your nails every two weeks?: About every 2-3 weeks i guess
Have you wet your bed after the age of 12?: No...isn't ages 5-12 a little to old to be doing that?
Have you ever danced naked?: I've never danced...except DDR and no I've never played that Naked
Have you ever dressed up as the opposite sex?: No
Was it against your will?: N/A
Did you enjoy it?: N/A
Do you ever lie on surveys?: No if you're just going to lie about this stuff why even do the survey
...Are you lying ok you lying now?: No
Have you ever lied about your age?: No
Do you like Christmas music? Some of it...I love the Hippopotamus(sp?) song
Are you listening to music?: No but that's a good idea
What do you think of reality TV?: I really liked Battle for Ozzfest...that's about it
Who do you wish was online but isnt?: No one really
Who always instant messages you before you instant message them?: Well seems how I usually only talk to one person online that would be josh
What's the strangest thing you ever got for Valentines day?: Nothing strange...I've gotten little stuffed animals and candy
What do you see when you look out the nearest window?: Darkness

Favorites:
Food: Chinese food and chocolate
TV show: Friends before they took it off, ummm Gilmore girls when I remember to watch it...
Band: Evanescence...nuff said
Accessories: Clothes...I really like clothes for some reason I don't know why
Color: Dark Purple
Smell: Hugo Boss calogne "Dark Blue"
Actor/actress: Well Amy Lee is my fav. person in the world...but actresses I love Angelina Jolie, Michelle Rodriguez, Cathrine Zeta-Jones Actors Johnny Depp, Jude Law, Joequin Phoenix
Movie: Right now it's a tie between Finding Neverland and Hero...but I have yet to see Closer, Alfie, and House of flying daggers so I don't know yet
Ice cream flavor: Chocolate
Album: Fallen-Evanescence
Room in the house: The music room!!
Book: I haven't read a book that I could really call a favorite
Drink: Iced Tea

Superstitions & Phobias:
Are you afraid of knives?: I love collectors knives...affraid of being stabbed by one yes
Do black cats make you nervous?: Only my sisters...she evil but she's getting better
Have you ever broken a mirror?: By dropping or hitting it yes...not by lookin at it...yet
Would you open your umbrella inside?: I have before
Do you have an irrational fear of bugs?: I don't fear them...I used to play with them but now they're just gross
Heights?: YES! CAN NOT STAND THEM
Throwing up?: I don't like it...I do everything possible to avoid it and proudly it's been about 6 years since I've been sick enough to throw up
The dark?: I don't mind it.
Crime?: It's just stupid
Public speaking?: Large crouds get me a little nervous
Small places?: Ewww...gives me the chills just thinking about it
Clowns?: No
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Notta

20th January 2005

9:35pm: Am I weird or are fabrics stores Great!
Ok, another post for another week...I don't know why I don't update more often. I can't remember anything before Sunday so I guess I'll start from there. Went to movies to see In Good Company...there were some funny parts in it but the ending was terrible, then went to eat at Denny's. Monday I went to Melody's and we went to the Tyler mall. I finally got to go to Hot Topic...I haven't been there since before I left Oklahoma. Unfortunately this one sucked they had nothing and it was not organized one bit. I did go to spencers and bought an Evanescence poster (one of the few I don't have) and a pillow that laces up like a corsette it's sooo cute. I spent the night...tuesday we didn't do much until later that night when Anji came over and we went to dinner again at Denny's. Was recruited by Melody's mom to spend the night again so I could take Melody to work at 4AM. After she got off and slept for a little while, while I played Silent Hill 4 with her brother, we went to a bunch of fabric stores...I LOVE FABRICS STORES!! Me and melody have this great idea with some Asian silk fabrics we found...we could really make some money off of it. It should be great cause I love to sew.
The End.
Current Mood: creative
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